my friends are fake, they make fun of me for fun because they find it amusing when im upset. im shy and i cant open up to someone right away so barely anyone sees me as an option. this year i became friends with this girl since she seemed cool and i opened up to her. shes been really toxic to me. shes commented on how my life is perfect but i have big family issues. my mom is a single mother and she struggles to pay rent as she doesnt have a very good paying job. my friend is bratty and always says something is wrong with her life even though she gets new things constantly. her mom isnt struggling, and she isnt grateful for that. shes commented on how much i eat even though im insecure also. now everytime i tell her something she leaves me on read and talks about something that happens to her. i would leave her but i doubt ill be able to find someone new as i said i was shy. the only time she wants to hang out is when shes lonely, "want to hang out ive been feeling lonely lately" im honestly tired of being the last option and i want to find someone who matches my energy.
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