Ive had a best friend since kindergarten and this year was our first year in highschool. She is in different classes than me but i feel like she likes them better than me. Her other friends do things with her and she never invites me even if i know them. She never thinks about how i feel and i think that she doesnt want anyhting to do with me. we are drifting hard but i dont know how to tell her. her other friends even threw her a birthday party without inviting me, her best friend. my other friends think im just jealous which is kinda true but i feel so lost and if i cut her off i will have no one but myself. I feel like im nothing without her. she used to be my day 1 but now i feel like a second choice. she never texts me and i am the only one that texts first. her other friends share their convos on their story and she talks to them better than me. she is so dry when texting me. her other friends dont know me but if we did something together i think we would be friends together. i have no one to blame but myself, i let it happen without stopping and now im alone with my thoughts. every year i give her a great thought out gift to show her how much i care about her. im trying to win when there shouldnt be a competition. i dont know what to do and i thought we were inseperable. no one knows how i feel but when i look at her i feel like crying. i hope im not clingy but i dont want her to forget about me so i text her once in a while. she doesnt want to hang with me but she hangs with her other friends. i hope it gets better
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