So I cheated on my boyfriend, fuck. I didn’t even know what happened I was high and trying to get drunk at the time, I’m 13 btw and yes I know it’s not good for me but Idc I do whatever the hell I want if it makes me happy. Anyways, I went to a party at my neighbors house he’s 14 and he knew I wasn’t on the market so I didn’t expect anything to happen. We went swimming and had a fire, going swimming while high is such a good time you have to try it lol, so I didn’t have a ride home so he said he would walk me, I live like 4 blocks away but I was still high and now drunk so I was happy he walked me home. On the way he stops me looks me in the eyes and just starts kissing me ( this was my first kiss ) then we made out like 4 times before making it to my house. I got home and cried my eyes out, I was so scared and nervous , but now me and my bf broke up and Charlie are kinda fucking around but idk how to feel about it, someone help me lol ( fr tho help me )