I just came on here to rant a bit and if someone wants to read it then that’s okay. What I wanted to talk about was, I used to be friends with some girls in my old school and then we got discord, and I introduced them to someone on there. Anyways, we weren’t good friends to each other and at some point, I began to distance myself from them because of my own life issues so they blamed me for essentially ruining friendships and stuff. Eventually I grew into a deep dark depression and when I got out of it I decided to cut all of those girls out of my life and start fresh and new. It helped not being attached to people who hurt me regardless of their intent but sometimes I get sad thinking about what could have been if I had just been a better friend. I used to always be-friend them and go back to them for closure and it was super difficult to finally just hit that block button and stop talking to them but I did it. I just wish I had more friends who were better to me, I think my definition of friendship might be messed up but I really try hard to be the bestest friend I can be, and I feel like it isn’t worthwhile or maybe i’m not the perfect friend...I really feel so scared I could mess up someone else’s definition of friendship and I would hate for anyone to have to go through what I did. But anyways that’s my story. <3 have a blessed day
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don’t feel sorry for doing what’s best for you! i know exactly how you feel <3 don’t blame yourself for what they did to you. if you ever need a friend to talk to or just rant about your problems to, i’m here :)