i’m in love with this boy named jack we have so much in common and hes so cute to me and he’s not like too good for me or anything yk and i’ve been manifesting and shit and i’ve manifested getting his phone number and our past isn’t that great like my toxic ass best friend-that’s another story-told him that i liked him it’s dumb 6th grade shit and it wasn’t just her telling him that i like him it got to the point where this bitch made him think that i was some creepy stalker when in reality he was just a crush and he told me that he really was thinking about me and that he really did wanna start a relationship after i told him that the stalker thing wasn’t true but he said he’s just not ready for a relationship he wants to wait till highschool and i completely understood that and now he’s in highschool and he’s giving me mixed signals and i’m kind of a pussy and i really want to text him but i’m scared that he isn’t actually into me and we are just gonna have a dry ass conversation if i text him but i’m really trying to manifest him to love me back and idk what to do i really want him to reach out to me first but since we’re literally the same person in different body’s it means that we’re both shy and awkward af so idk what to do help me