It started about five months ago where i started losing the people i trusted. First it was my best friend, we were getting into arguments left and right but we both thought it was for the best. Then it was my group. I made a joke about straights wanting a flag and one of my bi friends, (who don’t know i’m bi) started spreading rumors about me and told people that i was the worst friend a person could ask for. Her and the 8 people that were in the group blocked me on everything. I was left with my girl best friend, I’ve known her for 8 years so knowing that she stayed with me through the thick and thin really made me happy. That was, until she blocked me also, I fell into a depressive episode, and i felt so trapped and alone. I just wanted someone to talk to. I had one last chance and I blew it. I know i’m a bad friend because the people I’ve loved and trusted told me. Because of this, i attempted suicide twice, knowing that i didn’t have friends to miss me or family to care. I don’t care if they were fake, I just wish i was a better friend so i could still have them.
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