i struggle a lot with my mental health to the point i just shut off from reality and don’t want to talk to anyone. during lockdown, it means that i don’t see or talk to my friends as much as i would have during school. the only benefit of all of this is that i don’t have to hide my emotions as much. this all makes me feel like i’m losing the connections i have with everyone and also makes me realise i’m never anyone’s first choice for anything. i‘m so scared of losing everyone i care about. i want to open up more to everyone so they can understand my situation but i can never put it into words or im worried of how they would react, if it would even change anything.
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