everytime i get my paycheck from work, i spend it all on carts and weed. its not healthy. i have no savings in my bank account. this is how i cope. drugs make me feel good. but when i sober up, all the pain rushes back. i feel so numb. i feel worthless. i dont wanna be alive. but weed makes me happy. and right now, all i need is love. i want the pain to stop, even if its only for a short temporary time. as long as i dont have to feel this way sober.
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