it seems to me everything i do is judged by friends family etc although i always feel like i’m being judged because of my anxiety , i feel like i can’t FIND any peace and i always feel sad and empty . i’ve been self harming now for 6 years , and it’s SO hard to stop. i’ve never felt more alone and empty than i do now . i have synesthesia and nobody seems to understand me at all. at school i put on a fake personality of being happy and loud , but it’s not who i really am . nobody understands me nobody ever will