When school started I was able to reconnect with someone I hadn't seen in a while. He's the son of one of my dad's oldest and closest friends. When we were younger I would go to his house with my family everytime they threw a BBQ getogether. I would hang out with his older sister and everytime, without fail, spend the night. However, they moved sometime when I was in the fourth or fifth grade. Now I'm a junior in highschool and before the school year started my dad told me that they were moving back downstate and going to my school. This sister is two years older than me, so she's already graduated. But the boy is only a grade ahead of me so he's a senior at my highschool. We've been talking since the beginning of the school year because we have a class together. I even moved my seat next to his so we can talk more. I take ever opporuinity I can to spend more time with his, because I'm attracted to him and being around him feels good. I even invited him to two basketball games with me and my family, and he went to both and we talked the whole time. He added me on snapchat a few months ago and on facebook in November. We don't text much, and we've called twice. A few weeks ago he started sharing music with me. In class he would give me his headphones so I can listen to his music, and he sends me songs on snapchat and asks me what I think about them. It's still a little bit akward around him, but I really want us to become closer friends. I think about him really often, and I think this is the strongest crush I've ever had. It's also the first in a while. It feels really special, but I don't think he feels the same about me. I'm okay with that I think, because the idea of dating anyone still makes me feel uncomfortable. However, I still want him to like me enough to be my friend and enjoy spending time with me. I play his music all the time now. It makes me think of him, which makes me happy.
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