I had a friend group called the family.
nessa was the grandma, landon was the uncle, etc.
I had one extremely close friend who I am still with today. her name is sara and we've known each other since second grade.
there are many more people but if I set the entire timeline, it would be extremely long and unnecessary.
we were all hanging out like normal, but slowly we just drifted apart, and that's natural. I ended up being a little more distant than nessa expected, mostly because sara told me that nessa was neglecting me from certain events.
nessa was a little annoyed and contacted me. we argued back and forth, but I had to be discreet as sara still wanted to be friends with her, and told me not to say anything about her.
then came saige. that disgusting bitch. I hope she realizes she was the beginning of a chain effect of shit. I don't care if she didn't mean it for this to happen, because it did, starting from her.
she had a long paragraph on how I was disgusting and a disgrace to society. she claimed I used gay as an insult and was homophobic and abliest. saige went on about how I should be ashamed. "do I have time to think about how other people feel?!" which is hypocritical, as she said I should kill myself, but whatever. she obviously doesn't have time for that either.
she said she was writing this for someone. that someone sent her to do it.
I tried to be respectful as I could, but I regret it. I should've killed her inside when I had the chance.
I had large suspicions that a girl, Kainda, had summoned her, but she's irrelevant to this part of the story. nevertheless, I contacted everyone I had, including nessa, who knew nothing. we kept going on, though, into yet another argument. this one included "the family" as a whole, and how I betrayed her, and so did sara. it was comically hard to keep myself and sara innocent at the same time (but I succeeded.)
time moved on and so did I, until landon snaps us, saying nessa was in a mental hospital and that she attempted to hang herself. by this time nessa had already moved away along with some other people in the family. switching schools from corona, moving into a more country-like place was common for "the family" in the summer.
anyway, sara and I were frantic, messaging nessa again and again, getting no reply. To make this quicker, nessa's eight year old sister was the one who answered. I felt like shit, as she made it obvious I was to blame. landon threw a tantrum and blocked us, with no reason in particular, not even about nessa.
another person who moved, call him jasper, was in and out of "the family." I asked him a few questions, but eventually had to switch to discord since he was grounded. after getting no answers (and I don't blame him in the slightest for being as confused as I was) I decided it was time to move on.
there's actually a lot more, but this was just something I had to let out.