is it toxic that my mom uses hitting me as a scare tactic in order for me to be quite or do something. Like she hasn’t hit me for about 3 years because it never worked because I just laugh whenever I get hit in order to hide my emotions so I don’t get minipulated Or taken advantage of. But she says she should hit or beat me for whatever reason I just don’t know if I’m over exaggerating or if it’s toxic...
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(tw at the end, stay safe :) )Thank you so Much 🥺 I wasn’t sure if I was over exaggerating cause she says I do she says I’m bratty and ungrateful, but I give Alot of things I have away to others who need it (money, clothes, etc.) and never ask for anything especially food and clothes due to me being told I have one of the best lives and others have it so much harder wich I can agree with so I never take anything even when offered me because I feel I’m not worthy of anything besides just being emotional support and A therapist to everyone around me wich don’t get me wrong I don’t mind cause I love making others happy but it’s put me in a state of self hatred and solidly been so close to taking my life 3 times and coped By self ahem... and I’m still only 12 I just don’t know what to do besides bottle it up some more and cry.
that’s extremely toxic, manipulative and threatening. wanna talk?🥺