Me and my boyfriend are dating for a year were both in highschool. My boyfriend can be really loving sometimes. But other times he tells "Jokes" that aren't really good for my mental health. And everytime I would tell him to stop making those he would say I'm overreacting or I'm to sensitive (which i am and he knows that). I self harm and I've stopped for 4 weeks now, but the stuff he can say these days is really making me just want to do it all over again. He also suffers from depression. He ignores me a lot and makes me cry over the stuff he says. He even ignored me and got mad at me on my 15th birthday and only waited to see if i was crying to tell me happy birthday. I recently had a panic attack last week and wanted to take a break off social media and today he decided to say I was ignoring him last week. I told him I was having a panic attack a few days ago. He then said "You could've texted me You were having one" my panic attacks usually have a lot of shaking, crying, and scratching my thighs aggressively. I'm not able to grab my phone and immediately text him I was having one cause guess what :) he was sleeping. I am not able to tell him how I emotionally feel because he ignores me, plays his game then texts me hours after, or just doesn't acknowledge what i said. I feel very trapped in this relationship and he's like the only person ive been with this long and with how much he knows me scares me my past relationship was very bad the dude called me a whore after we broke up ( this relationship was in 5th grade lol ) I didnt even know what a whore was at that grade and Idk why everyone was on his side when we broke up. I'm scared of breaking up with my current boyfriend and him calling me names. Also sorry if this was to long to read :( 💜
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break up with him! you deserve so much better! good luck💞