Empty. All I feel is Empty. Nobody listens. I listen to everyone but they can’t listen to me. They always take my younger sisters side. Everything she says they believe. They never let me share my side. They just mimic me and say i’m being dramatic. Then they always ask why i’m so sad. Nobody ever thinks I do anything. My mom says all I do is sleep, eat, and play on my phone when really i do many chores every day. Yes sometimes I forget but that doesn’t mean I don’t do anything. It means I forgot. Nobody cares about my feelings. My family always tell me how I shouldn’t eat “that” because I don’t need it. Yes, you could say they are looking out for me, but then they say i’m fat. I try to be confident, but now all i see is fat. They always talk about other kids and how amazing the are. how they are such good kids and i should try to be more like them. I get that a lot. especially from my mom telling me to be more like my sister. And my sister, she always yells at me. And i’m the oldest. I want o live with my Dad, but he’s even worse. He has done many creepy things, most i don’t feel comfortable about saying, but he was 39 at one point dating a 26 22 year old. He always has a girlfriend though. My mom is just hopeless. She’s always tired and sad. It’s starting to grow on me. if i’m not perfect, my sister is. everybody cherishes her, and treats me like a pile of garbage.
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