My mom is a bitch. When she makes me mad I won't talk to her until she apologise. No matter if its 1 day or 3 weeks. And recently she has called me a brat for it when thats just what i do to bring my self esteem back up. And she had decided to think that i might be bipolar. Im much different from my other siblings cuz when imma do something i stick to that one thing until its done. Im basically in my own little world 24/7. But since my dad*not around* is bipolar, mildly schizophrenic, and has ocd; and my mom has had depression she thinks im like my dad. I've has some childhood depression and have so much trauma that I've become a bit emotionally detached and i don't know how to cope with things. And ik she's a toxic, mentally abusive mother but she doesn't see that.
And recently she told me that um dumb because i got a B on an test she made me and my sister take. So im pissed at her. She always compares me to ny brother and to her because they were both smart in HS. So since ive decided not to talk to her, shes decided to not check on me, tell me when food is ready so i can take insulin... She's basically neglected me and it truly hurts me. I don't feel loved by her or my dad and id rather live with ppl i dont know and start s new life and be more successful.
Sorry this is long, i just want to feel good and get better mental health