i admit that im averagely attractive and I would never call myself ugly. but I’m there for everyone who needs me and I give them my all, but all they return back is ignoring me and criticizing me for the little things. sometimes i start to believe that im not good enough, and I become convinced that ppl would truly treat me right if i was attractive enough. i feel as if no one loves me enough to stay even though I’ve never done them wrong . i wanna be the one everyone always picks, I wanna be the girl who everyone loves; but I’m not and im constantly plagued by the feeling that im never good enough.