I'm ugly. I know I am. I never get compliments, no one has asked me out, and I've been told that I'm ugly a few times. I hate being ugly. My friends always complain about how boys never leave them alone, or their relationship problems. And I always keep a smile on and just ignore how it hurts me, because I know I'll never be able to relate. All because I'm ugly. No one is interested in me. No one ever is. And that makes me think, "am I really THAT ugly? am I really ugly to the point where not one person is interested in me? I know I'm ugly, but am I really THAT ugly?" And when I see my friends or the other girls that I know or the girls that go to my school, I figure out answer to those questions. They're all so pretty. And I'm just not. There was a point where I would avoid mirrors. Whenever I was at school and I walked past a reflective surface, what I would see would ruin my entire day. Especially if I saw my friends on the surface too. How I compared to everyone there just defeated me. And it still does. I absolutely hate when people record me or take pictures of me because I just know how ugly I'll look in them. You know how some people joke around and record you off guard or something. It really bothers me because I don't want a reminder of how bad I look. Seeing myself upsets me. And it makes me sad and angry. Because why am I so ugly? I have many insecurities. My fingers, my chin, my lips, my hair, my forehead, my hips, how I stand, my voice, how I dance, how I run, how clothes fit on me. It's so many. And I hate everything about myself.
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