I haven’t been diagnosed with anything, due to the fact that I’m just scared to talk to my parents about it because they won’t take me seriously but I cannot talk to people without freaking out and not knowing what to say and then ending up saying stupid things and overthinking it and just knowing that people think I’m weird and sometimes I overshare and say rude things purely out of nervousness and I can’t even enjoy time with my family anymore because I’m so scared of what they think and I can’t stop freaking out about their body language and the looks they give me because again, I’m just a huge over thinker and it’s unhealthy. I can’t sleep at night because of it. I think way too much. I just wanna know how a normal person feels. Having no worries and just living their life. I also hate how I look and I look so so so ugly and I just want to feel content again. I wanna be a kid and not care how I look or what others think of me. I hate this so much and it feels so toxic
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I don't have any advice for you, but I relate immensely. It's hard and honestly just mentally debilitating. I'm sorry I can't do more for you in regards to this situation. But you're definitely not alone, I promise you that.