hi!! i’m a girl, 16. i’m extremely overweight, 220 pounds, i am quite tall though. i’m growing up very sheltered since i was homeschooled after my friends in 5th grade told the school counselor that i was planning on killing myself. i was too embarrassed to stay and my family is too busy to transfer, so here i am. i guess with all the free time i just ate & ate. now, 16, i’m extremely depressed with severe anxiety & self esteem issues. i’ll constantly throw up my food, not eat, self harm, cry myself to sleep, etc. i feel extremely alone which is odd because there’s around 7 other people in my house lol. i know others shit on school,but i’ve really wanted to go back. my anxiety & self esteem issues stop me. my thing is “nobody will like me if i’m fat.” “8 should just starve til i lose a good 40 pounds.” etc. i don’t think i’ll ever be happy fat, but i don’t think i’m strong enough to lose weight. i’m really close to just ending my shit lol this all seems pretty pointless. i’m an extremely insecure and jealous person, i don’t think i’m ok, and can’t find a reason to be here :(
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remember that you are absolutely beautiful and incredible no matter your weight or size. you are such a strong person and you are so valid. i’m so proud of how far you’ve come. remember that your weight doesn’t define how beautiful you are, because the real beauty is inside. you’re gorgeous and amazing. stay strong <3