i just feel like life is so tiring all the time. i struggle with loving myself because of things my father says , he’s basically the root of all my issues , ever since i was small he’s always been verbally abusive to my mom and having to witness it has diminished my love for him , and at times i feel bad because we have absolutely no father-daughter relationship like everyone else , he also stares at me in weird ways sometimes and it makes me super uncomfortable, and like i said overall my mental health isn’t the greatest , life feels repetitive like if nothing matters. i’m just so tired and i hate the fact that i received this type of life. i hate it so much. i feel like i’ll never heal. i’ve started to develop and eating disorder because my father is always calling me fat/obese and it harms me so that’s going for me , not only that but i had a dilemma this quarantine and i regret that i’ve sent nudes , and been mean. it’s just so much complied together.
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