next week, i’m moving out of the country for a year. thankfully, i know their language and everything but i’m still really stressed out. this isn’t the topic i came for though. when i go i’m going to be leaving all my close friends whom i’ve developed an insanely close bond with. i won’t be able to see them in a year and something inside me just broke apart. ive been getting angry easily, been on edge and nervous, unable to complete tasks, constantly sad or in a bad mood and shielding myself off from everyone in my life. i’ve also had a lot of trouble sleeping. my mind is just chaotic and so many different things are stressing me out and i feel trapped in my mind. and it scares me that i can’t get out. i just feeling like i’m slowly crumbling apart and there’s no one i can talk to about it
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