Okay I saw this on tiktok and I needed to get this off my chest. So I have really bad social anxiety which means I literally can't go out in big groups so I barely see my friends who go out in big groups. I have a lot of friends but can only rely on about 4 at most. I am not skinny, I'm a size 10-12 so average, but I have bullimia. It goes on and off, for 5 months I did it every time I ate but then one day I didn't get the urge to so for months I didn't but I've been staying in my friends the last few days and they make you eat so much they make you eat breakfast lunch dinner supper and snacks they refuse to have me hungry which is just them being nice but still it has made me want to start. I did it last night and I feel bad about it cause I was aiming for 6 months clean but it's so annoying cause its not like I I have it 24/7 it's on and off its so confusing but I don't wanna tell anyone cause they'll be like 'your not skinny or a stick your fine' im also losing motivation since lockdown and my room used to be spotless and now it's a tipp. I'm fucked lol there's so much more but I'm done
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i get called skinny and “a twig” also. but I think we both have to realize that no matter what we look like, we are still the same strong and resilient person on the inside. and your body needs food, no matter your weight. you should never feel guilty for eating. xx💘