Hello. Ever since the 5th grade I have suffered from anxiety and depression, and i am now going into my freshman year old high school. My life isn’t exactly where I want it to be and how i want it to be, everytime i feel good about something, something comes back and haunts me and ruins my mood. I do suffer from a self harm addiction and it’s very hard for me to control. i am also very suicidal with my life and don’t know where to turn to. My family does kinda support me, but i feel they don’t understand what i’m going through. They know i self harm and that i’m very insecure and have low confidence, but they don’t know how depressed I truly am. I’ve tried turning to god and praying and got nothing out of it and using coping skills don’t work I don’t know where to turn to.
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hi im also going into freshman year and i feel so out of place. sometimes i think i know what i want to do and who i want to be but nothing completely clicks. all i know is that we have so much more to learn and theres so much we haven't experienced yet. our lives have barely even begun. theres so many adventures you have yet to go on. please dont give up. if not for anyone else then maybe for me. i know i might not understand what your going through exactly and im really sorry. i hate it here too dont worry. i love you. i hope this helps.