I feel alone, people I know know how I feel yet they ignore it my parents know that I want to kill myself and they just say they don’t know what to do and leave it at that. My friends know how I feel but don’t try to help. I feel like I ruin so much for everyone, my parents are always disappointed in me and so am I. I cry all the time and I don’t know how to stop. My friends are amazing but I am here for them but they aren’t there for me. And the person I was closest to ended up using me to get closer to my best friend and now he calls me a cunt and a bitch daily, has threatened me so many times, calls me a fuckwit a dumb fuck a skinny fuck, tells me no one likes me, tells me to kill myself body shamed me all the time and a lot more yet I am forced to be around him because of my friends. I am the reason my parents divorced and I know that if I just killed myself it would be so much easier for everyone. I make it so much harder for everyone because every time I leave the house I have a panic attack. I have been wanting to kill myself since I was in grade 4 I am now grade 7 and nothing has change it’s gotten worse. People say just talk and I have but it doesn’t help I have even told people on a group chat and they were nice but I’m to scared to talk to them. If things don’t change could someone please tell me a easy painless way to do it and I can’t get a gun because I am from Australia
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thanks a lot but idk if all of this is worth it I don’t wanna hurt I don’t wanna cry I don’t want go through everything alone and ik no one is there for me. Do you know a painless or not very painful way to commit because if this keeps going I dont think I can
Hey it’s gonna be okay alright, please stay here for me. I care about you, the world wouldn’t be a better place without you. It’d be worse, your here for a reason to find happiness. You haven’t found it yet. So you gotta keep pushing okay. It’ll all be worth it in the end I promise. Your “best friend” is toxic and if you can try to cut him off. It’s gonna be hard but it’ll help I promise. You are not ugly, you are not a cunt, you are not the reason your parents divorced. You are strong and beautiful okay don let anyone tell you otherwise.
I am so sorry you are going through this. First of all, fuck that guy. He does not define who you are. You are your own person and you decide you you gonna be. Ain’t nobody telling you what you are. I know for a FACT you are so strong and such an amazing person. I am so proud of you for making it this far. Now listen to me, life can be so shitty some times. But remember, once you complete this journey of life, you can look back and say “Wow, I really did that” Yes life is challenging. Yes life is such shit. But I know damn well you are gonna pull through this and you are gonna find happiness. I believe in you. You. Are. Worth. It. You matter.