i’ve been struggling with myself a lot lately. like i can’t figure out my sexuality, i can’t figure out my religion and my beliefs, etc. i just feel lost and lonely. even when i have people surrounding me i still feel alone. i don’t like myself or how i look and i’m so insecure. i feel like i’m living in some game and everyone around me are fake robots just messing with my emotions. i’ve tried to kill myself before but i ended up in a mental health school and i hated that because everyone who found out would try and talk to me and have me open up to them but i don’t want to. i don’t like telling most people how i feel about stuff. i have a few people i haven’t met in person that i can tell my emotions to, but they don’t really help either. i just want to die but i don’t want to hurt people around me.