I feel unvalid of my suffering. When my friend called CPS to get me help when I was self-harming my mom treated it as me wanting attention and my dad as well. When I would cut myself my boyfriend would call me names, telling me if I did it again he would hit where I cut, yell at me and not even try to make my days a little better even after telling him I was suffering. We would get in fights every night and he would show no remorse into making me cry. He would be cold and distant at school if I wasn't acting like he wanted me to. But when he found out that his sister is self-harming he didn't yell, he didn't threaten her, he listened to her, he took her out on bike rides to change her mind, tried to be more present so she's not alone. But me... I guess I'm not importang... I guess I'm not good enought.. I guess I don't matter as much.
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I know it’s going to be hard, but, you need to drop your boyfriend. The way he treats you isnt right, you deserve so much better than him. You are worth so much more than that. As someone who self harms myself, I know how hard it is to stop but one day clean is better than none, and one day can turn into two and three and four. You need to keep trying