i feel so alone. i know i have people in my life who’ve helped me before but it’s just not the same anymore. i know they’re tired of me always asking for help. i’m always there for them though. even when they don’t ask for it i make sure they’re okay. i constantly check up on everyone but nobody does the same for me. my own family can’t see that i’m hurting badly. my mom made me stop going to therapy and idek why. i just wanna feel something and be happy again. i have an urge to SH but know i’ll be hurting other people if they find out. and i’m still so young and i don’t wanna have to be going through this. i don’t wanna keep going but i know i have to. i know i’ve saved at least one life. one person is still here today because of me. i helped them and i need that same help but can’t ask for it. i wanna grow up and have a family and get married but i can’t see myself growing up and keep on going. i can’t see a future for myself even if i tried. i feel like i’ll never be good enough and i’m worthless. but i probably don’t know what i’m even talking about lol.
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hey. this broke my heart to read. you are worth so much more than you think and there are so many people that love you. i know that its difficult but you have to tell someone. you may feel like there is no way out but there will be a light at the end of the tunnel. tell a trusted adult how you feel, although you may not want to you have to understand there is nothing embarrassing about this, so many people go through this and it is not your choice. it is an illness that you don't have control over. you should see a therapist, i know a lot of people that go to therapy and its really helpful. it will be okay in the end, and if its not okay, its not the end.
ps if you want to message me anytime, my snap is hazel_mw xxx