I feel like my mum and my dad just can’t be bothered with me anymore. They’re always saying that i do nothing for anybody else and never help them with anything. When I’m feeling super down my dad just says it’s ‘that time of the month’ (even tho I haven’t even had my period yet) and my mum just contributes to my sadness by taking all the things I love away. My mum says I’ve put on loads of weight even though I’ve lost 5kg in the past 5 months. She yells at me when I self harm so I started wanting to kill other people. I feel really insecure about my body and feel really uncomfortable in the clothes my parents want me to wear. I find it really hard to talk to my counsellor over zoom so I say I have nothing to talk about when in reality I do. She now says that I don’t need to see her anymore and now the only form of therapy I get is from my girlfriend. I want to fucking kill myself.
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