i was so young when it happened and i don’t remember much. i don’t remember how old i was, what year it was, what i was wearing, etc. all i remember is it was some holiday (i don’t remember which holiday it was either) and i went up to go to the bathroom, and my uncle and aunt came with me and before i went into the bathroom, they were touching me on the bottom, vagina, chest, anywhere they could. im pretty sure my aunt was there too but i don’t know. the most i can remember is when they were about to leave, they said “you don’t tell anyone, ok?” and i didn’t. i told my best friend last week because she struggled with sexual assault too but she wasn’t much help. i don’t want to tell my parents because i barely remember anything at all. what if it’s not true? what if they just bumped into me? what if they lie and say they didnt do anything? plus there’s no evidence. not to mention they’re on my moms side of the family aka the side i see most and love more. im so scared to tell someone and everyone is just gonna say “you need to tell someone!“ but it’s not that easy. next week i’m going back over to my grandmas house and all the family is coming over too because we haven’t seen them since christmas. i really don’t want to see them and i know i’ll be forced to because they all live about 2 and a half hours away. plus i do wanna see my grandparents of course but if i go i’ll have to be in the same room as my abusers. i’m so scared.