hi. i’m not really sure where to start, but basically i just feel like everyone hates me and tbh i can’t stand anyone either. i’ve been friends with my “best friend“ for 13 years and randomly it felt like we were two completely different people with different interests and just different personalities that werent compatible. i would end our friendship but i dont have many friends so i feel like we’re stuck with each other and it’s starting to become a little toxic but i don’t know what to do. in general i feel like i’ve just been getting random anger outbursts, at my parents especially. even though they didn’t do anything wrong then i feel really bad because they’re honestly fine parents. i guess i feel like i shouldn’t be aloud to feel angry? there’s just so many bigger problems in the world and it makes me feel stupid and selfish when i focus on myself. i think that part of my anger towards everyone comes from the fact that i’m not living the life i wanna live, like i have a blueprint idea of what i want my life to be like and in reality my life is nothing like how i pictured it to be. the only thing keeping me going is the thought that my life will be better in the future. sorry if this was all over the place. but please let me know if you can relate to this or have any advice on how to be happier i guess. it would be nice to know i’m not alone in the way i feel.. anyways have a good night/day :)
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