Things with my friends have been getting bad. I joined a friend group because I was dating a guy and they were his friends but throughout the relationship he was awful to me and when I finally broke up with him there was drama within said friend group. I tried to be the better person and I pushed myself to do stuff I really didn’t want to do just so my friends wouldn’t leave but recently me and one other friend who out of the group I was easily the closest to, we started to just not work around each other. Every time i went over there something was off or something bad happened so last night she called to tell me she doesn’t want to be around me anymore and although I understand where she’s coming from it still really hurt because I don’t have any friends in that group anymore. Starting new is probably gonna be hard on me