so I will start off by saying that I know that all these problems are very superficial compared to the things others are going through. I just really need a place to vent. So I am not the most popular person. I have two good friends but that is pretty much it. one of my best friends isa boy and the other is a girl. they boy plays fortnite and over quarantine he has gotten very close with the group of people that he plays fortnite with. the girl does not know her worth. she is soooo funny and she can make friends with anyone. needless to say, she has a lot of friends other than me. In January-February, me and my two best friends were at our rime. we all considered each other our best friends. Then quarantine happened. my boy bsf starting talking more and more to his fortnite friends and my girl bsf started talking to these two other girls pretty much all day every day. they never had time for me anymore. the worst part about it is they are my only true friends and I feel like if I tried to tell them this they would say "aM I nOt allOwEd to hAvE oThEr fRieNds" and they might leave me and then I would be alone. currently, I am trying to salvage our relationship but I can tell it is a lost cause. even worse is we're going to different high schools next year so this is probably the end. alos, a few weeks ago I mentioned on a snapchat story that my best friend was the previously mentioned girl best friend. she swiped up and said "aww" then I said "its true" and she said "you're my best friend too" and I'm like bITCH STOP LYING I KNOW IM NOT YOUR BEST FRIEND THOSE GIRLS THAT YOU SLEEP ON FACETIME WITH ARE YOUR BEST FRIENDS. OH and we also graduated recently and I asked her if she wanted to come take pictures at my house and she said that her mom doesn't let her leave the house. THEN I see on ALL HER SOCIALS that she was hanging out with those two other girls. BITCH IF YOU DIDNT WANT TO HANG OUT WITH ME YOU COULDVE JUST SAID SO and like I said I can't drop her because then I'll be alone and no one else is really willing to be my friend. I guess it's pretty sad that I would prefer a fake friend over no friends, but it's true. if you read this whole thing I truly commend you, lets be friends
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