Hi um, so to give you guys a little context, i’m starting senior year of high school this year. So my first two years of high school i was homeschooled because my older sisters were and so throughout middle school I’ve kind of formed a little group of friends one being my best friend of about 11 years. So once we graduated middle school i was the only one not going to an actual public school and so while everyone else were expanding their friendships and just being social i was stuck at home having no one to talk too and that just made me plummet into just always being sad and also my parents toxic relationship was also affecting me so i just hated my day to day life. I couldve talked to one of my friends but i didn’t want to have them carry my burdens while making new friends themselves so i just kept everything to myself. And i always felt so left out when they posted their new friends because i wanted to be out there making new friends to and i guess that’s when i developed some social issues. And nowadays all i’ve wanted to do was talk to somebody but i still don’t want to burden anyone with my issues but besides all of that i just want to make friends who like anime/kpop/kdrama and once i feel like i made a new friend we just fall out because i feel like they think i’m awkward or weird :/
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hey ;) i also am a senior this year and i switched to public school from private at the beginning of last year. so i lost all the friends i had before but i also didn't really try to make more. ur probably not as awkward as u think. and the kind of person u want to be friends with does exist!! it sounds stupid but i'm very into the law of attraction and creating ur own reality, so u can try telling yourself "i attract people with similar interests to mine" and "people are drawn to my personality" obviously there's no guarantee that it works but be open to the possibility, i've met new people through (i think) manifestation :) and i'm not a huge kpop fan but we can be friends if u want