I was friends with this guy who seemed super nice. Then after a while he got super toxic and told me we weren’t gonna be friends anymore if I didn’t do what he said. He forced me to say the “n” word and I’m white. He reconnected with me and apologized and was super nice but he went toxic again. I regret saying the “n” word so much and I don’t know what to do. I’m just a kid. I’m 13 and he made me say it when I was 12 and I would love to go to Broadway someday but if he ever told anyone that I said the “n” word my whole career would be ruined and it would be all his fault. And he scares me. My parents won’t let me stay at home alone anymore because he said he would love to send someone out to rape me but I don’t have proof. And my bestfriend just stopped talking to me and I have no clue what to do. And I can’t tell my mom because she would ground me for the rest of my life and would not understand that he made me. Idk what to do.
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hey this sounds like such a bad situation. i’m so sorry. if there's anybody you know and you are able to share this with, it’s a good idea. or you might be able to talk to a counselor/therapist and they can deal with it. i hope you find a solution this sounds horrible,