i’m not a fan if self diagnosing but i really want to know what’s wrong with me.
i’ve been so insecure about my body ever since last year but this year it got even worse and i just find myself so disgusting and weird looking. my parents have always commented on my body.
”youre getting fat” “thats why you have stretch marks” “you’re eating too little” “stop eating so much” ”your gonna end up looking like a cow if you don’t slow down your eating”
i barely eat. nothing much on my plate. i only eat once a day. but then all of a sudden i have an urge to eat a bunch of food and eat my feelings out and next thing you know i’m eating so much. bunch of candy wrappers in my room and bag of chips.
i refuse to eat anything that anyone offers me.
right now i‘m in bed , eating a