i’m not a fan if self diagnosing but i really want to know what’s wrong with me.
i’ve been so insecure about my body ever since last year but this year it got even worse and i just find myself so disgusting and weird looking. my parents have always commented on my body.
”youre getting fat” “thats why you have stretch marks” “you’re eating too little” “stop eating so much” ”your gonna end up looking like a cow if you don’t slow down your eating”
i barely eat. nothing much on my plate. i only eat once a day. but then all of a sudden i have an urge to eat a bunch of food and eat my feelings out and next thing you know i’m eating so much. bunch of candy wrappers in my room and bag of chips.
i refuse to eat anything that anyone offers me.
right now i‘m in bed , eating a bunch of junk food. i feel so disgusting and considering to throw it up.
if anyone has advice pls comment. i’m really concerned
I struggled with this and it really helped me to know that if I was gonna eat a lot of food, its better that it be healthy and a nice meal. That way you wont want to eat a lot of food. you dont have to start big, but every week try to eat a little bit more, that way you will work your way up to healthy maintanace and wont gain weight:) stay safe!
If your not eating enough because of what your parents are saying or because you think your getting ‘fat’ then yes I think you do have an eating disorder. But im sure your perfect the way you are and love there are much safer ways to losing weight if you really want to so bad.