hi im not trying to be overdramatic or anything but I feel like my life is so pointless at times like, where is there for me to do I don't even help anyone,i cant even help anyone. I've grown so emotionally unavailable for people and than when i do ask for help all i get is a ''lol same'' like i want support and have never been given support but i do support others in need in the best way i can even if i don't do much. recently I've just been very isolated and alone and don't know what to do. like I've been losing so many friends and I'm thankful for those online and one person. I've also been struggling badly with my body and insecuritys. recently over this break my parents have just been abusing and just mentally abusing me too with stuff abt weight. she even told me good that I'm not eating. i don't even wanna eat anymore because of her she honestly makes me feel horrible about myself.