I 100% hate my body. Everything and everyone around me is focused on their weight. I hear so many of my average weight friends talk about how fat they are compared to me. They call me skeleton and skinny legend. I hate these titles. I didn't think I was underweight until I heard my friends talk about how they're a little over the recommended weight size for our age. I was 20 pounds under the recommended weight and absolutely hated it. I still do hate it. I look so skinny like I don't eat, look awful in skirts and no matter how hard I try I can't gain weight. People keep telling me to eat or how perfect my body is. I wish I could forget about my weight. It honestly makes me want to kill myself. I hate looking at my body. You can see my ribs in the mirror or when I stretch or laugh too hard. I feel so ugly but it seems like only I can see it. No one around me understands. I fucking hate myself. - AK
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